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Friday, September 29, 2006
turns out im not starting work just yet.i hope the times people call me real soon.boredom is driving me nuts.i wanna start as soon as possible to constantly occupy myself with something.i need to get away from everything because it seems like everything basically sucks right now. you're holding me back without you even trying to. Sunday, September 24, 2006
cut my hair again although i just cut it like a few months back.couldnt tahan anymore with the previous hairstyle.haha.went to the usual place.it's better than the other pathetic place which charge me the same without wash and blow.what a bloody rip off.oh well.it's better now. caught JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE.it's not bad.but the ending was a wee bit disappointing.okay,not just abit,the ending really sucks.expected something more.oh well.there's lots of hilarious moments.it's still good.but it's not really an unforgetable show.it's more of a vcd kind rather than watching in the cinema kind.so go get the vcd instead and dont waste your money watching it in the cinema.haha.i'd rate it 3 stars out of 5.i wanna watch THE COVENANT next.can't wait for that movie to be out.hehh. thank god im starting work next wednesday.i can't wait to get my ass out of this house and occupy myself with something.im starting to get dead bored at home and effing pissed with mum's naggings. sorry i had to turn you guys down,maybe next time when it's at an appropriate timing (: this is for yi sin. HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY! may God bless you always. and i miss you alot,miss those old times with you and the other three (: ohh one more thing. to all muslims, SELAMAT BERPUASA (: Wednesday, September 20, 2006
an empty room can be so deafening the silence makes you wanna scream it drives you crazy i chased away the shadows of your name and burned the picture in a frame but it couldn't save me and how could we quit something we never even tried well you still can't tell me why we built it up to watch it fall like we meant nothing at all i gave and gave the best of me but couldn't give you what you need you walked away you stole my life just to find what you're looking for but no matter how i try i can't hate you anymore i can't hate you anymore you're not the person that you used to be the one i want who wanted me and that's a shame but there's only so many tears that you can cry before it drains the light right from your eyes and i can't go on that way and so i'm letting go of everything we were it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt we built it up to watch it fall like we meant nothing at all i gave and gave the best of me but couldn't give you what you need you walked away you stole my life just to find what you're looking for but no matter how I try i can't hate you anymore sometimes you hold so tight it slips right through your hands will I ever understand we built it up to watch it fall like we meant nothing at all i gave and gave the best of me but couldn't give you what you need you walked away you stole my life just to find what you're looking for but no matter how I try i can't hate you anymore I Can't Hate You Anymore - Nick Lachey http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vKQ22reo_qY Saturday, September 16, 2006
okay here's my results. OBC:D PIPC:D HAP:C SFP:D MST:F CSAS:C+ its fucking shitty i know.and my gpa sucks so badly.im utterly disappointed in myself.need to retake the maths paper.but it's not surprising that i failed.i expected it.hopefully i'll pass the supp.it's just mind over matter.i seriously do not want to repeat that module again.actually i just wanted to scrape through for this semester,it was enough for me.because i know in the first place i wouldnt do that well.but im definitely going to pull up my socks for the next semester. im down with the flu and fever.my body feels warm all over.and my throat's really heaty.nearly lost my voice yesterday.i sound really retarded.haha. here are some words of wisdom(well some sort) i got from an email. love is like a butterfly the more you chase it,the more it eludes you. but if you just let it fly,it will come to you when you least expect it. love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love is only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. so take your time and choose the best. heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go the challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them. a sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be, and that you have wasted time on someone who wasnt worth it. if that person isnt worth it now, it's not going to be worth it in a year or 10 years from now. this is a random thought for now.i dont think im going to be in a relationship for a long time. (well actually i cant really guarantee but yeah most probably).i dont want to have anything to do with guys for now,other than just being friends.right now it's studies all the way,just like the old me. i'll just let nature take its course and see how things goes. Tuesday, September 12, 2006
at last the book sale is over and i can finally rest.im so god damn tired.kinda sad it was the last day.been really fun working with the people there.we even played with the trolley while transfering the cardboard boxes.faridah had to push me and ramizah around.haha.hope to work with them during the next book sale at expo.ohh yeah and i got 10 free books worth 50 bucks.guna allowed us to take another five books because we stayed longer to help out.i love my boss.haha (: hmm after that went to faridah's house forawhile to put her books before going to eat at suntec.something stupid happened while i was waiting for her under her block.shall not go further into the details.just one thing,old guys should just go find someone their own age and stop flirting.even the cisco guys.sheesh.really irritates me when a bunch of them keeps saying "boleh mintak nombor tak " and all those shitt.like wth. okay that's it.im going to sleep now and stay in bed for the whole day tmr.haha.nah kidding.i sound like a pig.haha. Saturday, September 09, 2006
first day of work was seriously tiring i swear.i nearly fainted halfway im not kidding.mostly did unloading of the books.when they opened at 3pm,everyone's supposed to be in their own section.i was under recovery and display which means when the customers bloody mess up the books i have to rearrange them back.it's pointless actually.but its okay at least i have something to do.it was like a sauna inside the warehouse while we were unloading the books but they finally switched on the aircon.anyway,faridah wasnt in the same section as me.she's the assistant cashier.haha.well first day wasnt that bad actually.kinda made a few friends already.went to have break with haziq,farhan and ricky.i can go crazy hanging out with them really.they're so bloody hilarious especially ricky.haha. okay so day two i had to be cashier assistant because two cahiers didnt come.it was alright i guess.and then yesterday half of the day had to be cashier assistant and the other half of the day i was under recovery and display.MY GOD.the children's section was so messy.and now i have papercuts everywhere on my fingers,plus every inch of my body is sore and my feet hurts like crazy since i stood for 11 hours.i need a massage badly.there was this one weird guy who came up to the cashier counter asking for a plastic bag.after i gave him one,he was like thank you i love you.like wtf?bloody cheekopek. just three more days and everything's over.last day's gonna be hell because we have to pack everything.sheesh.okay im hitting the sack now.so dead beat. goodnight (: Wednesday, September 06, 2006
okayy im starting work tmr.im feeling all jittery already.i'll be working from 9am till 10pm for like 6 days straight.im gonna dieeee.but it's okay i want money for shopping.haha. i got this from a friend's blog and i realised whatever that's mentioned here really relate to my past,or even,what's happening now. Life Lesson Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there...to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but, when you lock eyes with them, you know that every moment they will affect your life in some profound way.And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair but, upon reflection, you realise that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realised your potential, strength, will power or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, Injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create who you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart to. If someone loves you, love them back, unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things. Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. -Author Unknown so i guess it was a good thing you came into my life although things didnt work out in the end.because i now know how it feels like to be loved.and how important it is to be careful of whom i trust the next time.right now,i still cant put myself to forgive you.the wound is still fresh and bleeding,trying to heal completely but i guess time is just not on its side yet. Tuesday, September 05, 2006
THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA is a must watch.it really makes you think about life itself in a way.life is all about choices.the job that you choose in the future can really affect your whole life,and even change you completely(this seems too familiar.oh well.)anyway,i loved meryl streep's acting.totally the mean boss.but the ending was a wee bit disappointing though.oh well.i'd rate the show 3.5 stars out of 5. (: anyway,i know this is a late wish but heck. faridah,HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY! may Allah bless you always <3  my deepest condolences to steve irwin,the host of croc files.i love his show.sadly he died due to a freaky stingray attack.the world has really lost a great environmentalist.sigh.may his soul rest in peace. why the sudden concern,really?
and why did you even bother talking to me? things will NEVER go back to how it was not even when we were friends there's nothing left to salvage it's all gone and to act like as if nothing happened just shows me how shameless you really are. Friday, September 01, 2006
finally,the torture is OVER.but lets just say im not too happy.sighh.blame myself for not studying earlier.well i did kinda spot some questions for sfp,but mostly those that i spotted DIDNT COME OUT.ARGH.im so bloody pissed at myself.and im so ready for supp paper.oh well.what's done is done.so if i have to take supp,then so be it.i'll just have to push myself to do better. i cant wait for the new semester.somehow it's the start of a new beginning,to put aside whatever happened during the first semester and start anew,just like the first day of school.actually alot have been happening and it's only the first semester.gee.i wonder how my other 2 and a half years(that is if i dont have to repeat any subjects) in poly will be like. holidays are here.time to unwind.well maybe not really because im working.haha.hope my first day at expo will be alright.wish me luck.it's going to be so boring without school.ohh and i have got to start on an exercise regimen soon.the last time i did was like last year.haha.  raz is so freaking funny i tell you.hahaha.he made me laugh like mad.kinda cheered me up after my last paper which was a terrible one.thanks (: the truth is,i still cant forget about what happened. |